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3/09/2006 RiskI wrote this on July 12, 2006
It's happened! I have taken the leap. I was actually pushed but I am ready to fly. This week I handed in my resignation at work. I knew something was going down, so I decided to bail before the ax came down. (Can we say, "mixed metaphor"?)
I am exhilarated! Fortunately, I have enough money left from my divorce seven years ago to live on for awhile so that I can pursue what I have decided is my purpose for the second half of my life, (Did I tell you I'm living to 110?) to become a certified holistic health practitioner/counselor/healer, and craftsman.
This September begins the final year of study to become a nationally board certified CHHP (Certified Holistic Health Practitioner) In conjunction with my studies, I will be working on projects around the house that I never had time to do, paint, refinish furniture, fix my yard and garden, beadwork, weaving, etc. Besides that, I will be creating a business plan, website, advertising, etc. that will be needed once I'm certified. I will also be building up a stock of creative items to sell at craft shows.
I was tired of working at a job where I was treated subserviently and was so emotionally exhausting that I couldn't do much else orther than the absolute necessities. I would work, come home, nap, get up a couple of hours to do laundry and other chores and go back to bed. I was basically working to pay bills so that I had a home to sleep in, so I could go back to work. Weekends were spent doing what I needed to do to keep up the house and yard. That is NOT living! That is just existing. Enough! I deserve more. We ALL deserve more!
Taking a risk is scary but I remember speaking years ago with my niece who is about 15 years younger than me. She has done so many different things in her life, all risks, and succeeded at each, modeling, starting two different dance clubs, one in Santo Domingo and one in Miami, did day trading for herself, and is now a jewelry designer creating her own line of silver jewelry. I told her that she was my hero and asked her how she does all of that, wasn't it all too scary? She replied, "Sure, it's scary but you do it anyway."
It has taken me many years but I'm finally doing it, in spite of the fear factor.
This just feels right!
Take a risk! Live your life!
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